Do you know that feeling when everything seems to go wrong, and you
start to think that all that is happening is your own fault? I know that
feeling too.
And then, you
start to think that you are just not good enough. Every single person has made
a bad decision at some stage in their life, but that one bad decision doesn't
define you as a person, but it can change your life completely.
Bad decisions are not always bad
Sometimes you
think that you made a bad decision, but then it changes your life for the
better. I experienced that, not that long ago. I had a few friends that I would
never think would say something bad about me, but they did and it hurts so
badly. I don't really know if I should have consider them as friends anymore.
But anyway, the things that they said turned my life upside down and I stopped
talking to them. And suddenly I was on my own. I mean I still had my family,
but I was left with no friends at all, Ok, I had some friends, but not any
close ones. I was stuck at home for most of the time, it was horrible,
especially when I was used to being around people a lot of the time. But by
spending so much time on my own I learned to be my own friend, and I don't mind
spending time on my own anymore. I actually got to know myself better, and had
a lot of time to think what I want to do with my life. I started doing things
that I never had time for before, and through that I met wonderful people, who
are now my good friends.
The people who I
considered friends were not my real friends, because they didn't like the fact
that I was happy, so they just ruined it. We don't need that kind of people in
our lives because, instead of supporting us, they want to destroy us. And today
I am happy that they are not a part of my life anymore.
So I actually made
the right decision by letting go of people who wanted to destroy me, even
though it didn't feel right at the time when I was stuck at home with nobody to
talk to. I learned that it is better to stay on my own, than to have false
friends. We cant be that desperat
huh?
People say that I
have changed, and I agree with that, but I guess it's for the better. Before a
lot of the time I was thinking that I'm just not good enough because I was
constantly criticised by my "old "friends", but now their
opinions are not important to me, because I am just happy with the way I am. I
know that I am not perfect, but that is ok, because nobody is, and now I am happy.
I suppose the world would be boring, if everything was just so perfect.
So don't worry if
you made a mistake or a bad decision. Everybody does them. And you never know
what will happen next... And stop blaming yourself for everything
You know
what? YES, YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.
